Too many lies committed too many games.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOW! [:

Thanks for everything Yow, for bringing joy and laughter into my life. :) glad to have known you, it did my life so much better. all the spastic - ness, not all can do that. stay happy! <333

AND,

HAPPY BELATED PHEBEE POK! :D

I didn't forget you okay. haha you're still younger than me, and will always be. :P haven't seen you in the longest time, except during the Asian Champs. we shall crap one day after the exams again okay. missed all the fun i had with you. takecare! <3

English paper was on Tuesday. yay 1 DOWN. and there's like 8 more to go. i'm so not prepared! not studying! /: in a dam bad situation now. and i even sleep in class. at this point of time, who sleeps? everyone's mugging like mad while i'm the slacker. someone, KILL ME.


To those who can't study too, don't worry. at least you're not the only one out there. haha.

Went to the dentist yesterday. all bcos of Miss Shalom Bombie See. she broke my tooth, you see. but it wasn't much of a really bad thing after all, cos i realised there were more problems to my teeth. FUCK. I DON'T WANT TO GO FOR ROUTE CANAL. :'(

Celebrated Yow's birthday yesterday. we were dam good actresses la, i swear. :D went to TCC at Cine, and the cake part was quite embarrassing. hah but glad she enjoyed it. a whole range of emotions were playing a part on that day i guess, RIGHT YOW? haha. :P

Wherever you go,
whatever you do,
Whenever you need me
How can I say how much you've done for me
How much I have just knowing I had you
You touched my world
And I'll never be the same
You touched my heart
And know everything has changed
You are the one in this life
I'll remember

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
Wherever you are
My heart is with you
No matter how far I'll always be near
Whenever you need me
I will be right here

There'll always be a part of you with me
I hope there'll be a part of me with you
Oh baby just call my name
And I'll here you on the wind
Just close your eyes
And I'll find you once again
Just know I'm on your side and remember

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
Wherever you are
My heart is with you
No matter how far I'll always be near
Whenever you need me
I will be right here

And when the wind touches you
It will touch me too
And the same star you see
Will be the one that shines on me
I'll be here when you need me
I'll be here any time
Baby I'm on your side so remember

And im oh-so-crazy about 98 degrees now, mainly the oldies! <3!

Replies:

HUISHIAN ; BESTIE :D yay seeing you in the morning brightens up my day too. thanks for all the motivating messages you sent me, i will pull through this, don't worry. <3

BETINA ; SEXY! :) i'm not blind! you're sexy, pretty and hot too! haha, im NOT joking. hurrs seeya in school babe! <3

MICH ; MICH! i'm staying in school to study with you tomorrow! or even ponning school! hahaha. and yes i'll help you witht the netball write up, i promise. <3 <3 <3!

CELESTE ; Hey! miss you too! and WHY DIDN'T YOU COME TO SCHOOL TODAY? takecare okay. study hard and do well, you can do it. :) we'll catch up after the exams okay.

YOW ; YOW! HAPPY BADE :) were you oh-so-touched by the things we did for you! haha and have you bought the shorts already! cos i want the white one! haha seeyou in school! <3>

EVLIN ; EI EI! :D miss you! so great to see you again. catch up alrights? <3

BEITRIS ; BEIBY! haha. miss you too! now's everything's okay, i'm fine. :) seeyou in school and class! haha we'll pull through the exams together, definately. <3

KAHYEE ; HKY! [: things seems better now, dont worry. good luck for your promos okay! and catching up aftre the exams is a must! takecare! <3

EMILI ; EMILI! seeyou in school too! <3!

RACHELC CHEONG! miss you babe! my teeth's so much better now, dont worry. good luck for the EY exams too! <33

AVIS ; AVIS! hiding in the toilet is surely good, not needing to attend assembly. haha and that egyptian girl is so irrtating! rarr keep it up! hahaha. so mean, yikes. anyway takecare okay! all the best for your N's! <3

ANNE ; Hey there! :) study hard for your EYs too okay! all the best! seeya around. <3

GWEN ; GWEN! :D haven't seen you for the longest time. out someday yeah? takecare!

SAM ; BERRYKEN. :D thanks for the sweet lil' message that you gave me, do well for your exams too okay. out soon! <33!

JING ; FLOODBOARD PART! =D miss you heaps too! sorry can't help you much in studies, im facing difficulties too. haha. but i can give you moral support though. :) let's all do it together! and party after exams okay! <33!

This love is beyond control; <3

AHHHHHHHH.
Exams are really nearing. /: and i'm fucking scared. but the contradiction is, i'm not doing anything at all.. this feeling sucks, really.

And after all;
you're my, wonderwall.

My blog is like damn dead la, cant come online nowadays. studying now is my first priority, though i always fail to do so. ENGLISH EXAMS ARE JUST NEXT WEEK! RARR. someone slap me.

This week's so packed up, had to stay in school almost everyday. glad i still have the time to blog a bit. Amath lesson on Combination tomorrow morning again. *faints* anyway had English oral on Tuesday, and man it sure was funny. like how you could fake stuff up and make them seem so real in front of the invigilator. hurr it was my only source of entertainment during that time. haha.

Inter com game on Wednesday. against Bt Panjang. we won. :) so we're in for the semis but i cant go because of the exams. ):

NO GAME = NO MONEY

haha okay that was like so money minded. and that game proved to me that i was really losing my stamina man. :'( NO STUDIES FIRST. yes anyhow that game was really tiring man fullstop.

Supposed to go for Chem on Thursday, but didn't have the mood too. tuition was also cancelled in the evening! me and Celeste was like damnit happy la! :D talked and looked through the past albums, laughing our asses off when we saw how freaky we looked LAST TIME. it was really lame, tear those pictures away. hahaha.

Had Colours award today, and man it was boring. as usual, i was sitting with my sunshine. :) caught up and that Judo guy! it was hilarious! :D and laughing silently is so much more painful than laughing out LOUD. everyone turned to look at us. haha. i was beside Nikkita. :) glad sunshine's leg is so much better now. went for dinner later, and we crapped non - stop. sucha nice way to distress, after all the stressed periods. we spent the most time eating. went ta Topshop, tried on lots of clothes. she bought sucha nice top! :) pretty. was late so we had ta part. we'll go shopping again some other time! <3

HMMM.

RARR IM REALLY FALLING, TOO DEEPLY.

Replies :

LYDIA ; Linked you already! and yes i've got a tagboard! <3

THONGS ; Hey thanks. :) i'll pull through. <3 you plenty please.

DENISE ; Haha chill, people do make mistakes. takecare sexy! :)

BETINA ; HELLO! =D seeing you has always made my day! :)

JAMIE ; Hey, i'm always here for you, no matter what okay. our friendship is still as strong as on the day i met you. i <3 you. (:

CELESTE ; Rarr! <3 you plenty too! :) i'm always here too. takecare .<3

GWEN ; Gwen! :) you takecare too! <33

JING ; Flood board partner! yea i didn't really care what Calli said. haha i missed you plenty too! <3!

HUI SHIAN ; B E S T I E! :D yes thanks for being there for me, this will make me think so much more than before, and i'm glad you're there with me. <3 you.

YOW ; Thanks. :) your spastic - ness just brightens up my day. :)

MICH ; MICH! :) yes thanks! will get through it. i support you morally too! <33!

PET ; Rarr. :) inter con went well. you promise me yes! missing you to bits please! <3

NOELLE ; Yea i understand, dont blame you Noelle. i'm here for you too. and i want you to know that this friendship between us will never end. :)

CHEW ; CHEW! :D i missed you plenty too! how are you? didn't hear from you ever since you came back from Bangkok which was damn long! haha catch up soon! <3

SAM ; BERRYKEN :D missed you so much too! hope to see you around school too! <3!

Sugar sugar how you get so fly.

School's been stressing, staying back for so many extra lessons to catch up on all the work that i have been lagging behind, hardly have any sleep nowadays. everything seems so the down side now, whether it is studies, friends, whatever. really sucks, especially when major exams are approaching.

Someone teach me how to distress? other than doing stupid things.

Training yesterday. and it has just told me how unfit i am. ): carnival's tomorrow! probably gona die of running. and Amath lecture this morning was like of no use at all! cos i was so exhausted from the weekdays and insufficent sleep.

No mood to blog now. conferencing, and who might know i might just start tearing again.

BYE.

Mr brightside.

Rarr. school's quite bad today, glad i still have friends that care. :) i think i shouldn't keep quiet in school no more, it makes people curious, like what the hell is wrong with her. should like just save all these damn sad stuff for the later part of the day.

Things now aren't going quite right, everything's falling apart. ): and trust me, thinking about it all at one go gets me so tired, frustrated, angry, sad, whatever that expresses anger and depression. the talk on the long bus ride with Bestie sure was good, got to say whatever i wanted. confused with all this shit and how things have been going, i should have expected it. tell me how you're feeling, tell me everything, anything will do just good. cos i've already fallen for you.

I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

Haven't been online since like forever. So much things happened, just througout this one week holiday. man and not all's good, quite bad overall. :l

Wna thank everone for those sweet messages and gifts, really appreciate everything. :) though i spent almost the whole time in TP sports hall on that day, but being able to see all my friends there was really sucha wonderful feeling. :D i miss my sunshine! like plenty. ): hope she'll do well for her prelims so that she wont feel sad anymore! im always here for you dear! :)

And Asian Champs was a success. =) glad i didn't go down for nothing. we're screaming our lungs out la, until i zao xia also. damn embarassing please. Singapore won! so happy! :) wonder if IJ can make it next year, hopefully. :'(

Sunday was like the best la. :D we had tuition on the morning. -.- but phew he wasn't angry with us, and we cheated on our homework la! :p hoho hope he doesn't find out. after that went to TBP with Celeste to study, but we ended up talking again, as usual. hahah. but im glad for this talk, or else both of us would have not known about how each other felt and all, how we were exactly doing. and now that i have an extra talking partner, at least i won't keep anything to myslef again. <3 that girl plenty please. :) saw Kahyee too. caught up with her abit and yea, it was late, so we had ta go home. Hope sunshine's doing fine, can see that she's handling a lot of stress at this point of moment now. i'll talk to ya REAL soon kay? call or message me, whatever. cos i'll always be there. :) First day of school really sucks. its like a sleeping session in class, great, i missed out some on Geography. and thinking of exams, its in 3 week's time. :'( i'll never be able to catch up. too much ):

Pooled after school. and miss Ven dont be sad, we're all here for you :) vent your anger? i can let you bite me till you're okay =D or do whatever. <3 her plenty.

Please dont start it all over again, i cant hold on any longer.

The only thing that keeps me smiling is this:










All these aren't the past yet, its still there. :)

Replies are too long, im tired. perhaps another day. haha.

Yes. im bored. and im back. :)

Who's watch A Tale Of Two Sisters later on tv? i am! *raises hand*

Oh shit. :l

Okay going to call Vivien again. she's having a great timr i guess.

FEW MORE HOURS! :]

I ain't tripping;
I'm just missing you.

Yesterday was goood. :) really been ages where just me, Hui Shian and Celeste went out together, or even take a picture. but i'm glad, cos now i have an additional picture in my diary. :D took 16 to East Coast, and on the way there, there were like many memories while passing my certain places. like the pao shop! where we took the wrong bus home. National stadium with all the steps that we do during training. so nostalgic, where everything seemed so simple yet beautiful. :)

Then we went cycling cycling everywhere, for a whole 2 hours. damn we were quite tired from all the riding. legs were like aching quite badly. ( is that a hint! ) then we headed to Suntec. that Cheryl took like forever to come to meet us la. :p and they surprised me with a cake okay! so sweeeet. =D <3 then we went to Meredien to play pool. super on man! haha. then headed home early. had orals the next day.

Chinese orals was okay, just that laoshi changed my passage because Ven was talking to me. rarr whatever bitch. lucky it all went quite smoothly. had not much of a pronounciation problem, surprisingly. =)

Headed to town after that to meet Ei Ei, Mi Mi, the 2 other strawberry pocky lovers. they were so sweet la! gave me a bag, plus a furry chicken inside! :) and strawberry pockies! sugar sweetness. we all caught the Perfect Catch, and we brought a whole of the 7up into the theatre! we were like retards la! and i split the drink in the cinema so after the show we hadta rush out because we left out evidences inside. hahaha. walked round, took neos, played, talked, eat and watch Tom and Jerry! :D we are so deprived of our childhood okay! hoho. enjoyed the day out dearies! :] appreciate everything! <33 size="4">ITS JUST TOMORROW. :D

Gona catch the finals for the netball, Singapore against Malaysia. and Sri Lanka against Thailand. yay yay! :) yet again i can get to see evryone again! and was just talking to Vivien just now, she's so iritating la! keep scolding me, say i have low IQ and i dont understand English! keep saying she'll pinch me if i scold her 'idiot!' again! how could she! :'( but if i dont talk to her then she'll hafta talk to someone else she doesn't like so she'll rather talk to me. hurr. ^_^ am i nice OR WHAT. so cool she's with the Thailand netballers that's why she pangsehed me to not play pool! haha she's really going to push me down the building man.. :p

I have to let it all go, so that way i wont have to feel anything.

Replies :

NAT ; :) our birthdays are nearing yes! <3!

MICH ; MI MI! :) today was fantabulous! thanks for everything! i <3

JING ; Hey flood board partner! :D why didn't you join us! ): nevermind we can go out again! we did have fun but it would be better with you around! <33

CELESTE ; Celeste! :) yay i had fun with you today! rarr. <3

NOELLE ; Hey girl. =) yes its coming! real soon! catch up okay! <3!

HUISHIAN ; B E S T I E ! :D yes i had loads of fun yesterday! thanks for all that ya'll did. <3

THONGS ; Hi wackee! =D okay i'll link ya! seeyou tomorrow! :]

SAM ; Haha yes, seen you already! hope you had fun cos i surely did. :) more of it okay! seeyou! <333

EVLIN ; EI EI! :) out with the retard today, with the escalate and descalate, it was sure fun! haha cant wait to see you soon again! <3!

REENA ; Sunshine! :D glad i saw you today. yes sunshine's gona be there! cant wait! ilu!

DRAWING BLOCK ; HAPPY BELATED DRAWING BLOCK! now is my turn. heheheh. :) <3>

GWEN ; Hey! :) thanks! seeyou soon? <333

Replies

MICH ; Haha yes outing! :) cant wait cant wait. and the pictures are weird. me having long hair? -.- lol <3

JOD ; Jodine! yes im efficent thank you! :) hoho wait till you see the big version, im glad its small! haha see you on Saturday! <3!

SAM ; Hey! :) of course i'll bring my camera and we'll take loads of pictures! so exciting! and we're watching the Perfect Catch! X)

AVIS ; I miss you too! <3

CELESTE ; Yes tomorrow's a day out! :) it will be fun luh :D cya soon!

WENXIN ; Hey dear! of course i remember you! miss playing with you too! i'll pop by sometime okay? takecare.

JEA ; Stupid Jeannie! haha yes i finally decided to get one! hurr out soon yes! <3!

PASSERBY ; Yay thanks! :)


As i said, ignorance is just escaping reality.

If only she knew;
What i knew but couldn't say.

Okay. so today is the day where i stay at home to rest, study to catch up on my work and do some reflections.

Geograhy's killing me! :l so glad we are only tested for this semester's work but this is enough to kill my brain. and there's another headache, Physics. the subject that needs common sense. but somehow or rather, i just dont see the light of it. and there's my disappointing Math, the chapter which pulled me down tremendously, angle properties of circles. guess im like one out the million who failed the CA. Shall not continue with the rest.

Crying certainly doesn't help much huh.

Its now a three person thing. changed personality, and making me wait like a fool. no i'll will never do that again. its too hurting. guess its really over huh. those words youve said, did you really meant? tell me its all over, so that i wont be still foolishly holding on. and no there's really nothing going on. so you think ignoring is the best? its just escaping reality you see.

Rarr. the only song ive been listening to these days, scars.

This love is right.

RARR.

Today is sucha good day :) did some studying in the morning, when for Chemistry lesson. PHEW at least i kinda understood what she was talking about. after getting back my poor shit results, im like at a total lost. dont seem to catch eveything. even Math seems so hard to me, especially Amath. :l and i feel so guilty la! cos when miss Champion opened my 10YS it was like 95% blank! oh gosh i better start mugging! :'(

After that met Jodine to watch the Asian Champs. missed that girl :D and whoa, the Sri lanka player was seriously tall. i was barely reaching her shoulder. and Jodine suddenly felt so short. hurrhurr then what about me! so much shorter than her! gees im insulting myself.

Sri Lanka won Thailand, with quite a major gap. about a difference in 30 goals i guess. yup and we wanted to skip the game between India and Maldives so we went to eat at Pastamania. but when we came back the game has only started and they were at their first quarter. -_- so we had to watch. wasn't as exciting as the previous one though. Vivien joined us. hello she gave me a blueblack and pinched me! that's how she showed her love towards me when she havent seen me in eons luh :D hurs. yay and i saw my sunshine Reena! :) missed her plenty plenty plenty! and EI EI EVLIN TOO! :) and many more people! like Germsy and Sarah who asked me to help them buy bubble tea and in the end i bought an extra cup! and now i owe Germs 20 cents! yea saw U17 people too! Pet and Grala came to join us too! :D saw Kahyee too! birthday girl :) too many to name. and the best thing was Singapore won Malaysia!! im so proud okay! feel so motivated after that. took pictures too! :)











Jodine, Ting Jun and me!
Picture perfect! :)

Here's the picture you wanted Jod! hurrs. XD











introducing..
EI EI AND JI JI! :D

Many many more.. too lazy ta upload! and yes Pet! you better tell me the thing that i wanted to know! you know it too! or else, i'll go round and ask myself. :P

Now i want to go for the finals on Saturday instead of eating my birthday dinner treat. HAHAH. -slaps myself- im obsessed. -.-

Replies

BEITRIS ; Hey yea cant get into your account.. ): but nevermind at least you saved it or something. haha will try to help okay! <3

SHIR ; Haha im fine with anything! and Evlin doesn't mind watching The Perfect Catch again :)

REENA ; HEY MY SUNSHINE WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? miss you lorryloads! ): but so glad i got to see you today! :D and i promise not to ask bout your knee again okay! take good care of it :) seeyou soon! :)

CELESTE ; Eh i never pretend okay! i'm happy but not to the extend to jumoing around! lol <3 you babe! :)

DENISE ; Hey sweetie :) im counting down myself too! <3 you.

SAM ; Strawberry pocky lover! :D yes yes i cant wait for Friday too! Pocky treat! hurs. miss you plenty babe! <3

JING ; MY TAGBOARD FLOOD PARTNER! WASSUP! hah I LOVE YOU PLENTY TOO! =D

HUI SHIAN ; B E S T I E! :D love you the most. thanks for everything okay. :) appreciate what ever you have done for me! sweetness. <3 to bits!

Yes i love you my baby! :)

Because of you;
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk.

Friday night. caught Red eye :) it was goooooood. yummy! :D not ghost that kinda scary, it was action scary! yes i recommend you people to watch it!

Saturday night was, ____. Germsy and i went to Andrew's church. we were being placed at a outdoor basketball court, and the theme was : ' Chillin under the stars! ' when the man said that both of us looked up to the sky immediately, no stars! haha and there was plenty of foooood! *licks fingers* germsy was restricting me to eat la!

jz : ' eh let's go get food! ' -says enthusiatically.
germs : " huh! dont want! give me 5 more minutes! need to wear my slippers! ' :D
jz : ' okay then... '

And subsequently it became like 10 mintues and so on, get the story? but tell me who would resist all the food that was being displayed? ranging from soups to deserts, i think my stomach's growling again. :D

The best we could go?
Good friends.

Replies:

GWEN ; Yuppers! :D going out with you is great fun! <3

EVLIN ; EI EI! :) yes Friday's on! i love you plenty too! <333

ANNE ; Hey there! (: yes i've relinked you. tagged you too! (: seeyou in school too! <3

SHIR ; Strawberry pocky lover! (: linked you! <3

JING ; ah jing! flood board partner! i'll miss you during the holidays too! outing yes? :D

CHER ; Hello there prettyae! =D

YOW ; Haha thanks! (: your opinions and you.. <3!

CELESTE ; What beefsa tay? -looks around- hurrs. miss plenty!

HUIYUN ; Drawing block! miss you! ): yes outing soon okay! yay Sept babies rock! (:

Replies:

JING: Hey there tagboard flooding partner! we're two bored people! :) anyway let's do it some night again aight? and pool was great fun! <3 plenty!

NAT: Hey nat sexy! :D so glad we have the same birthdays! <3 you plenty!

HUISHIAN: Bestie! no more grumpy face! i will stay cheerful! :)

BEITRIS: Hey yes i've got a tagboard! :D anyways it was fun yesterday! go out again yes! and i've done your template! but i cant get into your account.. ): tell me when you go online! <333

EMILI: I love your song please! :) but i love you more! <33

SHIR: Strawberry pocky lover! =D cant wait for the outing too! i'll seeyou soon yes! takecare <3

GWEN: Hey there! =) that day was fun! outing again! and yes ive changed it already. <3

CELESTE: Truth or dare was embarrassing please! :l haha looking like idiots. anyway seeyou soon yes! <3you! :)

MICH: Yes yesterday was fun i know! haha outing soon! <3

YOW: Air opinions? what opinions? hurrs. :)

AVIS: RAR i miss you! :D yes i will go tag you! <3 you plenty plenty!

Wake me up;
When September ends.

Oh man! Denise is damn sweet la! check out what she wrote about how she felt after her last training :

' so i was like i hav to leave if not i cant hug jia zhi.she wanted me to wait for her till her father comes.haha ok so ruth and i were practically running down but were tired so we walked instead.haha.and luckily they havent leave yet.so i went ter hugg nat celeste and jia zhi.omg dey were like so huggable!!so i kept hugging em.omg i'll realli miss jia zhi my mu ji!!sobzz.i hugged em so much that celeste was running away from me.haha.ok so when their bus came i hugged em for the last time.yes i guess it'll be e verylast time. i dint let jia zhi go. she was struggling so that she wont miss her bus. '

Don't worry Denise, we wont forget you. hurrs and wont dao you in school la! everyone have their own choice of decisions, and if this is what you want, then its okay :)

Today was a half day Friday for us :D but it was draggy. Chem, Math and Lit, it was damn tiring. but after that was fun! :) went out with Mich, Celeste, Huishian, Izza, Huiyun and Jing to eat. then went to play pool. Sherlyn, Ven and Beitris joined us shortly after. played till we had no money in our wallets. ): we were so poor thing. went down to foodcourt to play, eat, take photos! :) it was like damn funny la. hehs then now im home. hafta get ready soon. gona go out later, to celebrate my brother's birthday.

Yay this is so fun! SEPTEMBER BABIES! WE'RE GONA ROCK BIG TIME! hurr. Sherlyn, Huiyun and Shalom! and Sher, dont forget out birthday present okay! *winks. man this month's so exciting. :)

But on top of that, more lessons are coming up during the holidays. ): if i were to attend every lesson, that would be like going to school everyday. :l but i dont think i will la, only when i feel like too. :P the rest of the time will be spent on self studying at home and other stuff! hees.

And is my blog really that sadistic? ha okay then shall not put stuff that turns people off. -stares at someone

This song rocks big time (:

I will not make the same mistakes
that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Haha i have added a tagboard into my blog! :D i was bored and i think im gona get rid of it sooner or later. hees.

And for Project Superstar, i think Kelvin's gona win! :l not that im taking sides but i think Kelly should instead. aiya its not gona affect my life anyway. heh. :P

your msges are the sweetest :)

THAT POST IS FUCKING SCREWED I SWEAR BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
I DONT EFFIN FUCKING CARE. :DDD